I keep thinking of your smile.
It's the prettiest smile I think I have ever seen.
I was so flooded with serotonin and endorphins as soon as we started talking to each other.
I found myself thinking of all the things I wanted to do in life again.
I found myself picturing the time we could share in the future.
You know how reality is often so very far removed from our dreams?
I don't want this to be like that.
I mean, it feels different. I feel different. In my infatuation I might make claims I can't fulfill. I would tell myself things like: I'll move heaven & Earth to be there for you, to provide for you, to make sure you're happy.
All fear subsides, and suddenly I am capable of seeing things in a new light.
I know I'm getting ahead of myself, and I should stop myself from getting carried away.
How can I claim to love her when I've known her for such a short period of time?
How can I hope for her to love me when she knows practically nothing of me or of my troubles & faults?
Everything tells me to ground myself this time so that love's electrical current doesn't burn through my heart this time.
Even with the risk, I can't stop myself from tumbling head over heels for you.
I want to be so much better at everything in my life, and I want to show you how good I am.
I hope I can start to be
starting now.
"When you feel embarrassed then I'll be your pride
When you need directions then I'll be the guide
For all time
For all time"
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