Give up for good

"I loved you with a fire - red
now it's turning blue"

I'm sorry for everything I've ever done.

If a bullet would fix it,
I would have fired it into my temple long ago.

If starting fights with all of my friends would have fixed me,
I would have been fixed long ago.

The reality is:
this is my problem. Not yours.

Leave me alone if you don't want me to bring you down.